i miss expressing my creativity
i miss the simple click of the camera
i missed out on too much lately
...im back now and with a vengence so beware and be prepared for tons of photos in the next few days
much love to those who appreciate an amateurs art

why do people who are smart do stupid things ?
why do people who are stupid do smart things ?
why do I care for those who dont listen ?
why dont they listen ?
why dont people who dont listen see they hurt the ones they love ?
why dont they see they are loved ?


to survive in this world one must be educated one must be smart do the right thing get through the rough and know if you make the right choices you will be supported

i wonder.............
will this be the year my dad and I dont kill each other
will this be the year I wont be shy anymore
will this be the year I wont live behind anyone's shadow
will the be the year I do what i want
If so then itd be a great year ............
if not then its been the same year as all my other 16 years
new years .....is it a happy one or will it prove unfruitfull

Today was just ..... tiring to say the least. I don't know how i function anymore. I just transfered to a public high school and just got a puppy. Between my mom's hw and cooking and cleaning and my own school work n dealing w a baby pup is just very energy consuming. I love my life though even though it is so tiring b/c its the lil lick i get from my pup and the thumbs up i get from teachers n making new frds makes it all worth it. Simple little things just help me through the hard times. To all my frds that stood by me to the new the old ones luv you n i owe u my life